i'm better now.
I am still stressed out about my classes because of midterms. I have four. One this morning, one tomorrow at 8am and two next week. I'm gonna study my ass off; I want to do well this semester. I am busy so much. Hopefully I will have time to go to the gym today. It really helps me get my stress and emotions out.
Birthday is soon. Can't wait to celebrate for that!
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
really low
I'm a really low point right now.
For some reason I am not able to get up for my classes. I set my alarm and either i turn it off or it just doesn't work. It is stressing me out on top of everything else that is stressing me out.
I have a lot of work for my classes that I have yet to do and also I have a quiz this week that I really need to do well on because the previous one, I didn't. I really want to do well in my classes but I am so busy all the time that it is hard to do my homework and be able to hang out with my friends. It annoys me how busy I am. It takes me a long time to do things because I get so distracted with other things.
My social life is kinda stressing me out also. There is a guy that I like and he likes me but I don't know if I want to commit myself entirely to him. I don't know if I would be entirely happy with him.
Also there is another guy that has showed interest in me and he is fun to hang out with also. We have plans to hang out, we'll have to see how that goes.
I have concluded that I am just too nice when it comes to guys. I can't make up my damn mind and I don't want to hurt anyones feelings. Like the first guy, hes cool and all, I just get frustrated sometimes when I am with him.
I need to pick what I want to do with my life, its getting late in my college career and I feel so pressured to pick and I have no idea. It makes me so anxious and stressed that sometimes I just can't think about it or i will freak out.
For some reason I am not able to get up for my classes. I set my alarm and either i turn it off or it just doesn't work. It is stressing me out on top of everything else that is stressing me out.
I have a lot of work for my classes that I have yet to do and also I have a quiz this week that I really need to do well on because the previous one, I didn't. I really want to do well in my classes but I am so busy all the time that it is hard to do my homework and be able to hang out with my friends. It annoys me how busy I am. It takes me a long time to do things because I get so distracted with other things.
My social life is kinda stressing me out also. There is a guy that I like and he likes me but I don't know if I want to commit myself entirely to him. I don't know if I would be entirely happy with him.
Also there is another guy that has showed interest in me and he is fun to hang out with also. We have plans to hang out, we'll have to see how that goes.
I have concluded that I am just too nice when it comes to guys. I can't make up my damn mind and I don't want to hurt anyones feelings. Like the first guy, hes cool and all, I just get frustrated sometimes when I am with him.
I need to pick what I want to do with my life, its getting late in my college career and I feel so pressured to pick and I have no idea. It makes me so anxious and stressed that sometimes I just can't think about it or i will freak out.
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