I need to rant:

I am so tired, so tired of pleasing people. Sometimes I feel like I try to please my family was too much. Mom and I drive to Dover and Tewksberry every Thanksgiving and Christmas and I'm getting tired of doing it. Driving and sleeping away is so tiring sometimes. I want to spend a holiday at home for once. Less stress I think, I don't know. I'm on the forth night right now and I really want to go home. It could be that I am feeling this way though because I am unable to sleep and just frustrated because of it.

My mom snores and I hate it.

I miss Jeff and sleeping next to him.

So yes, I think I am going to stay home for at least Thanksgiving and my mom is just going to have to go along with it, because I am the driver. I think she will agree that we are due for a holiday at home.

Please don't think that I am ungrateful for the family that I have. I love spending time with them but I also would love to have them come visit me. I can sleep in my own bed...and shower in my own shower.

I'm just tired.